Uncharted

SARA BAREILLES - Uncharted

No words, My tears won't make any room for more,
And it don't hurt, like anything I've ever felt before, this is
No broken heart,
No familiar scars,
This territory goes uncharted...

Just me, in a room sunk down in a house in a town, and I
Don't breathe, no I never meant to let it get away from me
Now, too much to hold, everybody wants has to get their hands on gold,
And I want uncharted.
Stuck under this ceiling I made, I can't help but feeling...

I'm going down,
Follow if you want, I won't just hang around,
Like you'll show me where to go,
I'm already out, of foolproof ideas, so don't ask me how
To get started, it's all uncharted...

La la la-a-a-a.
Oh-h-h.

Each day, countin' up the minutes, till I get alone, 'cause I can't stay
In the middle of it all, it's nobody's fault, but I'm
So alone, Never knew how much I didn't know,
Oh, everything is uncharted.
I know I'm getting nowhere, when I only sit and stare like...

I'm going down,
Follow if you want, I won't just hang around,
Like you'll show me where to go,
I'm already out, of foolproof ideas, so don't ask me how
To get started, it's all uncharted.

Jump start my kaleidoscope heart,
Love to watch the colors fade,
They may not make sense,
But they sure as hell made me.

I won't go as a passenger, no
Waiting for the road to be laid
Though I may be going down,
I'm taking flame over burning out

Compare, where you are to where you want to be, and you'll get nowhere

I'm going down,
Follow if you want, I won't just hang around,
Like you'll show me where to go,
I'm already out, foolproof ideas, so don't ask me how
To get started,
Oh-h
I'm going down,
Follow if you want, I won't just hang around,
Like you'll show me where to go,
I'm already out, foolproof ideas, so don't ask me how
To get started, it's all uncharted...
La la la-a-a-a. 

Empty Bones

I met you in the past
but I forgot to ask your name.
I kept you in my dreams but it only seems to feed the flame
give me another chance to break me from this trance
to get you in my hands again
oh fill my empty bones
for I was a heavy stone
fill my fill my hollow bones
hear my lonesome moans
now I can’t leave it be
your goddamn memory has taken over me
and your face is all I see
zombie around I run around
and wind up in the same town I run around
like a dirty hound until your found
being young and feeling old
and having just my drink to hold
lurkin searchin on the road to find the only love I know
wild night of lust now only in my mind
I knew I couldn’t trust this treacherous heart of mine

Don't Leave My Mind

I Want Your Ugly

I find myself checking your page all the time. Checking mine to see if you wrote me something. I have constant butterflies/moths in my stomach because I wonder what you are doing. What you are thinking. Do you think of me at all? Do you miss me? Do your emotions catch up to you like a tidal wave? They do to me.

"Give it time...the pain will pass," I tell myself, "I can do better." I wish I would listen and in way believe it. I don't want anyone else. I want you and all your imperfections.

Man, do I feel pathetic.

Come back.

I will not grovel at your feet and beg you back though. I am strong enough and secure enough to know that I won't and can't stoop to that level.

"I want your ugly, I want your disease. I want your everything as long as its free. I want your love. Love, love, love, I want your love."

Empty

I hide behind a broken smile

Tears

I feel empty, alone, and forgotten.

How dare you play with my heart and so carelessly toss me away.

I want you, but I am not weak enough to throw myself at you.

I am strong, confident in who I am, and have so much love to give.

You can see it, but you don't want it.

All your promises and hopes for us were poison.

Congratulations. You fooled me to believe you loved me.

Fuck you! I know there is someone out there, someday, that will appreciate and reciprocate what I give to them.

You want to live a life alone and without romantic ties to anyone. Have fun with that. Prepare to be disappointed when you find yourself lonely and alone.

Don't go complaining to me about it because I'll only say I told you so.

So, go now. Have fun running away from your problems. See how far it gets you.

Open Water

You dazzled me

You beckoned me with trust

Still and safe

I tested the waters 

Took a dive

Waters ever flowing

Ever changing

I swam far 

Then the clouds turned grey

The storm approached

I felt my limbs paralyze with fear

They would not move

Where were you

You must have sensed the change in the winds

I turned to look for you

You were gone

Here lied the proof

My fear of open water.

I've been dying just to feel you by my side

"I will burn for you. Feel pain for you. 

I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart

and tear you apart."

 #1 Crush (Hex theme version) by Garbage

This song always gives me shivers. I LOVE it